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cheers to yours truly. [Mar. 9th, 2009|02:37 pm]
[ballin at |work]
[feelin kinda |calmbetter]
[while shakin a little to the left to |sad shit.]

another shitty relationship that i dragged out for too long hoping he would change is over.

i can't afford to waste any more of my youth seeking the self gratifying and life delaying waste of time i call romance.
before i met him, i was moving forward artistically, and now i am at a stand still. i'm not blaming anyone but me, and no one but me can fix it.
I have lost so much time playing footsie, and trying to prove myself.
I shouldn't have to prove shit. I should be enough, and if I'm not, then fuck off.
I guess that's just the "feminatzi dyke" in me talking, but she seems to have my best interests at heart.

I am going to be a tattoo artist, and I'm going to be good. I'm drawing a couple things right now that I can't wait to share.
UNTIL THEN- here is a better picture of my tattoo:

AND I got my septum pierced, i will have to wait until my face looks good before i can show you that.


[User Picture]From: cult_classic_
2009-03-10 01:09 am (UTC)
your tattoo is amazing. what's it from (or did you design it yourself)?

also, I want a septum piercing too, only because it's the only facial piercing I can easily hide. but I think it would suit me. I am excited to see pictures of yours.

aaaaand kudos on ending the relationship...
i can't afford to waste any more of my youth seeking the self gratifying and life delaying waste of time i call romance.
that's how I'm feeling right now.
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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-10 10:47 pm (UTC)
I posted a while back with the idea, and mez read the post and then insisted I let her tattoo it on me. She drew it up for me.

the septum didn't hurt to pierce, but I'll be god damned this thing stings so bad if you bump it. YEOWCH.

seriously, it seems to do nothing but delay my ACTUAL life when I'm in a relationship. I can't afford to waste any more time, I'm getting OLD.
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[User Picture]From: aferalgoldfish
2009-03-10 03:21 am (UTC)
absolutely agreed on the relationship bit- my best friend is going through that right now, and i keep telling her that life is too short to spend with a jerk.

also, hell yeah septum. I have mine done too!
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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-10 10:50 pm (UTC)
i hope your bff figures that shit out!

is it just pretty much inevitable that you get a sinus infection right afterward? only because it's the worst possible time and god hates us all?
i think so.
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[User Picture]From: aferalgoldfish
2009-03-10 10:55 pm (UTC)
I didn't get a sinus infection, I had an allergy attack :( It was a lot less bad than I expected, heh. Just involved a lot of strategic grossness removal with q tips, it didn't get infected or anything.

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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-10 10:59 pm (UTC)
yeah, extracting snot with qtips is like wiping your ass with one sheet of toilet paper.

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[User Picture]From: aferalgoldfish
2009-03-10 11:03 pm (UTC)
I went through soooo many q tips when I first got my septum done, no lie.
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From: ortolansings
2009-03-10 04:10 am (UTC)
aw sweetie. Sorry to hear about the relationship. The tat is lovely. (what IS a septum? always wondered.)
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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-10 10:52 pm (UTC)
thanks babe.
this is the septum:
septum:) Pictures, Images and Photos

one of these days i'll show mine, i'm still trying to decide whether i like it or not.
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[User Picture]From: smile_andfakeit
2009-03-11 10:30 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-11 10:40 pm (UTC)
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[User Picture]From: reanimism
2009-03-12 02:38 am (UTC)
If yr romantic interlude isn't helping you grow as a person then they're not the right one for you. I know it's hard to make that kinda decision, but yr totally worth it and you'll totally find someone who recognizes you for the shooting star that you are.

Shell-bras are superhot. When I've lost enough weight I wanna flounce around in them ALL the time. And I love how sexy her tentacles look! Mermaids aren't the only lovely ladies of the sea.

Is the healing process of the septum as painful as I imagine it is?

I'm proud of you. All my hugs.
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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-13 02:35 pm (UTC)
I keep telling myself that- there's someone that will actually try to build me up instead of bring me down out there- somewhere. I just wish I knew how to tell the bad ones from the good ones. I definitely don't.

I like coconut bras :)

OMG the septum was the worst. stings. yeouch
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[User Picture]From: sourgasm
2009-03-17 06:12 am (UTC)
i can't believe you got the moo piercing. it probably looks fine on you, though ;P how goes the tattoo pursuits?

you wouldn't believe the shee-it they have me doing at atelier. i started a cast drawing and as of now (15 hours in) i have the general shadow outlines and the lower lip preliminary tone block in. that's all.

try this. take a mid-level hardness pencil (hb, b, 2b) and shade randomly on general sketchbook paper. nothing major, like 3in x 3in. now, make sure the pencil is needle sharp and go back over the shaded area, making sure to make the tone 100% even and void of any white paper at all (via tiny, tiny marks and pointillism).

now imagine doing an 11x14 drawing from life like that. yarrrrrg.
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[User Picture]From: jacynda_rocks
2009-03-17 02:37 pm (UTC)
i need professional opinions on whther or not the septum looks ok. i can't stand my face lately [something to do with having all blonde hair i think] so I can't take a picture.

so, like, just filling in? no going from dark to light, just a big ole layer of graphite?

OK- imagine drawing rebel flags and angels all day.
then imagine drilling them into someone's flesh. :D

i haven't actually poked anyone yet, i have a lot to learn still- but god damn i love it.
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